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ost_uid0]"I don't know what's real and what's not anymore!" he cried out. "I've lived and died so many times that I've lost count. All my days have blended into the nights. I can't tell the difference between waking and sleeping anymore. I'm so tired, I just want to end it all, and end it now!"
The girl looked at him sadly and said, "I'm sorry you feel that way, John."[/color
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